I grew up in a middle class family in germany and was living a pretty "normal" life. I wasn't very extroverted or popular. When I was younger I was more interested in computers and video games, but as I grew older I tarted to realize that this wasn't who I wanted to be.
At the age of 15 my parents divorced. My mentally ill father had physically assaulted my mother. He was sent to a mental institution and she was admitted to hospital. Since then my life completely changed. I went from living in a average middle class family to living alone with my mother off of child support and money from the state. I never wanted pity for what happend. For me it was more of a wake-up call. It changed my perspective on live completely. I valued my life alot more, I wanted to use every second of it. Really I had nothing to loose and wanted to choose how I live and not let anybody tell me what's the "right" way.
When I was 17 I discovered music for myself. I basically came to making beats, because a friend of mine wanted to rap and i basically said, "I think I could make a beat for you". I knew FL Studio, because I used it for a short period of time when I was younger. Back then I just did a couple songs and completely forgot about it, but this time it was different. I really dug deep and tried to learn everything I could about the programm and music in general. I started making beats and really fell in love with it. Everytime I made a beat wich was better than usual I really got a rush out of it, it is an unbelievable feeling. There also was this one video I porbably watched a hundred times, its the video from Lex Luger where he is producing a beat. I thougth this was so fucking cool and it really inpsired me to do this myself. So I produced non stop for now almost two years. I even got a job on the weekends when I didn't need to go to school just to be able to invest in my craft. Now I believe my beats are good enough to be shown and I hope you enjoy them as much as I enjoy making them.
Thanks very much for taking your time to read this short summary of my story. I very much appreciate your interest and hope you could take something with you from this.